cultural night was now over. everything was great. i was happy that i gave my 100%. all the performers really did a great job. i could still remember how we started out as a noob. through all the practices and training, we became performers that can sing and dance.

i was so nervous for the whole thing. it was the first big-scale performance in my life, but i am quite sad that my family couldnt come, and my friends couldnt come. i was at the stage after the whole performance, standing there emoing around. seeing people getting flowers, talking to their group of friends, taking photos. and i am there stoneing. this feeling sucks. i wished i could just find a hole and bury myself in.

anyway, i have a great time..