time passes real fast. school is going to reopen soon and all the fun is going to end. i can already see myself trying to survive, struggling to live. juggling between school work and other hall activities. i am really doubtful that i can cope with all this shit. haiz

i never got any elective that i queued up for this semester. i am damn pissed off. i planned to take 2 electives and yet they never assign me anything. wth. i am going to miss a lot of lectures after i added new electives during the next add/drop period, this sucks.

haiz. i was speaking with kj that day about festive seasons. and yeah. there is nothing great about festive seasons after all. its still another public holiday. its so shitty every festive season that i have to stay at home to watch tv and only go out when my friends invited me to join them. this is so shitty. in most cases, my friends are busy with their girlfriends and we both agree that it will only be different if we have girlfriends. haha. life is so shitty eh. i hate it. this shitty world. people are blessed with the looks and there i am looking like shit. haha. this sucks. the world is so big and finding someone who understands you is like finding a needle in a haystack. sian. valentine day is around the stupid corner. haha. a day where people like me goes emo-ing around.

oh well. if i have a chance to live again. i would die.

i hate school.
i am going to die.