okay, i must admit that thinking about a title for every post is just so difficult. its about 430am now. i am doing my tutorials and listening to all the emo songs. i just dont know why i love to listen to emo songs, maybe emo songs are made for emo people like me. the more i listen, the more emo i feel.

valentine day is near. the sight of couples really made me more emo. omg!! all the booth in ntu are selling valentine gifts. emails regarding valentine gifts. all this sucks. valentine day will be another shit day spent to do tutorial alone with my favourite emo songs.

there are so many tutorials to catch up on. i am just so stress and this also adds up to my emo. overall i am an emo-kid.

<<其实还爱你>> by 阿沁

我讨厌　阴天的风
冷得那么刺痛
只有你 能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你找到离开的理由
每一夜　闭上眼睛
我看到了恶梦
你微笑　但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱
也不想爱得懦弱
其实我非常爱你不想失去你
难道我没有权利说我不愿意
你给了他的吻
虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心
我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心害怕你离去
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里　最后一句
其实还爱你
可不可以任性
求求你不要去
藏在我心里　最后一句
其实还爱你

for all the emo people like me...